Saturday, August 15, 2009

Short post. Lots of meat.

Intense time of intercession tonight at LHOP's Watch concerning the issue of pornography.

Give us your heart, Oh God. Break us. Reminded me again of the anguish of God video (EXCELLENT) I'll post a link soon.

Made waffles for everyone at Livingstone. I tell you, if you eat food with people, make food for people, you're family. Brothers and sisters. Unified together.

Lots of goodbyes this week. Not permanent goodbyes. I'll be back. But, the pressure is about to burst, probably tomorrow. Almost every day this week I said goodbye to someone. My little Nadia and Deema, lady and sir breland, emily and mike, the monastary and all it's wonderful people, and i've left a few out but yeah.

Leave for Illinois THIS monday.

Exciting adventures. Lots to consider.

God has given me a heart for women.

It's time for bed. The juicy details will follow in a later post, maybe not right away, but hopefully.

goodnight.

Monday, August 10, 2009

What's God doing NOW

Well, as I am usually VERY inconsistent with keeping up with updates online and in my personal journals, I have recently been thinking again about how I need to become consistant in both---or at least one. Though it might not be this blog, hopefully this year will be the year of consistancy. In every area. Spiritually, physically, And when things aren't consistant, or the way I think they should be, to not loose heart or worry about what I'm doing, but continue to press on, asking for God's grace and guidance in helping me to maintain peace and contentment (both of which are only found in HIM alone).

I desire to grow. I do not wish to be stagnant. Nor do I wish to be in a place where I look behind rather a place where I am continually pressing on--even in the dark times, weird times, places of dryness--

I'm looking forward to my new adventure in Illinois. Just the environment. Being with my dear friend and sister in the Lord. Working a consistant job. 1 job. Hopefully having time to think and maintain a lifestyle of consistancy. Growing in the Lord. Being used by God to work in the lives of others. Continuing school.

The hour is late. I hope to keep posting updates for the next two months ..